So the journey continues. Life moves forward.
I have tried to get my family outdoors as much as possible. The sun and fresh air heals us.
Today we went to a place called Blue Mountain Park. It was very desolate. I enjoyed it until I realized how alone we were.
1st thought-What would I do if a bear came running out of the woods?
2nd thought-What would I do if a man came running out of the woods with a gun or knife?
Creepy thoughts pop into my head at the worst times.
I really do try to enjoy life. There is a fine art to balancing enjoying life as if you were on vacation and taking part in life (i.e. being an adult)
I am still trying to find the grace to do both.