30 January 2006

I'm a mess without my little china girl..

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! Year of the dog-should be good.

I have so many things I want to say but feel I have completely lost it today. Nothing is sadder than a woman crying in the basement sorting through old clothes hangers. Pathetic. Everytime I go downstairs I see this box of jumbled hangers left over from our move, well over a year ago. I came to the conclusion it represents my jumbled mind. What a mess. I feel a little better now that it's sorted and I'm tossing half of them. If dealing with my brain could be as easy.

Every where I went The Bee Gees followed me on Muzak radio in stores. It was creeping me out. I also kept seeing the same people, and I was at various places and I don't live in a town of 200 people. It has been a strange cosmic day and I should just leave it at that.

7 comments:

Lilly said...

PG: I do not think that's pathetic at all! Not at all, dear. I understand where you're coming from....I tend to do the same myself. And it's been tough moving and shifting all my old stuff this weekend. There are so many things; so many boxes and piles that I never got 'round to sorting out the last time [not this time] I moved appartment...and it makes me cry too and stresses me out...Just the thought of having to go through the lot and deal with it and sort it out and also throw some of it out.....I am so bad at handling such situations...and----achk. I'd better go get that cup of coffee I just mentioned in a comment below!! Next time I turn up here, it will be with a clear head :-) [yeah, right!]

Listen, hope things are better now -- sometimes it's good to cry and get it out of the system. No matter how pathetic you think you may be; you're not, ok? :-D

Lilly said...

PS. Being stalked by The Bee Gees --> that would creep me out too! ;-)

paintergirl said...

Crying does help-but it gets old after awhile. It's like-oh no here it comes again, and well it is so exhausting. I think part of the hanger hang-up(no funny comments) is that we have too much stuff and I'm ready to toss it all. If i haven't read that paper from last year-it's not going to be read anytime soon. It gets to me.
I'm better though now, you're so nice to ask. I hope your move is going better today too. And I hope your computer connection will be up soon too. If I here "How deep is your love" one more time...

acumamakiki said...

You must have been channeling my basement, surely. Because I have that same g-damn bag of hangers and a mess to deal with. I also have 3 bathrooms to clean, glass surfaces to schpritz and all I want to do is crawl back into bed with a book and a cuppa tea. pfft.

itsmelvin said...

the house might not be perfect but it's not that bad either. don't despair or give up, i'm a mess without my paintergirl.

although i have really been wondering how deep is your love...

Rose said...

What is it with coathangers? Do they multiply when you leave them alone in a dark place? And you can be ever so careful putting them into a box and they will always be tangled when you take them out. Must be one of those Murphy's Law thingies.

Hey, do you remember the vid for the China Girl? The asian girl in the vid is a New Zealander. When we went to see Bowie a couple of years ago (first and only time I have seen him live - nearly wet my pants!) we saw her in the audience. She still looks gorgeous...

paintergirl said...

Well I went throgh those nasty hangers and threw a ton out. Multiply-that is what those buggers do! i have neutered them now. No more hanky panky in my basement.

I was talking to melvin about this. i remember her-she's from New Zealand-very cool. I never knew.

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