I think I must just be wanting to complete the things that I have started rather than looking at myself as some sort of masochist. I really don't see myself as one.
Trying to finish Mishima, and now trying to finish the 5th season of Six Feet Under. (When is Deadwood coming out?) Has anyone else seen this last season? The first 4 episodes were very painful. Everyone fighting, everyone knows someone who is about to completely lose their minds. Maybe it's the reality of some of the shows that is unbearable. I hate seeing couples fight because it's so unnecessary and unhealthy. My husband and I were discussing how the earlier seasons were more enlightening. They would get a person thinking about all sorts of unearthly things. very philosophical. The deceased father had the best lines, and very insightful as well. The kind of thing you'd want your father to say. Now though, I'm not sure where the show is headed. We have to finish them now.
-Other news, still plodding along with our happening. Starting to formulate a business plan. It's exciting.
-I'm starting to sell more things on eBay, maybe I'll craigslist some furniture too. Less is more, especially when moving.
-There are also many times I wish I had a camera with me. One time I think about often is once my son was doing something he shouldn't have been doing in the back seat of the car, and I was forced to pull over. As I was about to drive away, I looked in my rear view mirror and saw a sweet mama dear and two of her babies crossing the road. I wish I had a photo of that.
The other day driving to the library, I saw 4 wild turkeys and a black squirrel. The turkeys kind of freak me out, but the squirrel is so unusual.